Imaginary (The Pain is Real Remix) [Nana]

[hamimi_fk]

Title: Imaginary (The Pain is Real Remix)
Author: Bat (hamimi_fk, aka BatchSan)
Fandom: Nana
Pairing: Nana/Hachi, Nana/Ren, Takumi/Hachi
Rating: PG
Contains: Angst.
Original Story: Pipe Dreams by Kyuuketsukirui
Primary Prompt: 7
A/N: This is literally a song fic that is, in fact, a song. I used Evanescence's 'Imaginary' as a basis for the lyrics (and recommend you listening to the song to get the full effect of my lyrics below and it also fits well with the feel of the original fic, hence why I chose it). I am by no means a song writer so I apologize if this seems so-so.
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Pretty lies

In my dreams
I see you with a bag in your hand
Please don't leave
You don't need Takumi
My tears fall on your hand, leaving my hurt like a stain on our souls

I tell myself pretty lies
To sugar coat my pain
If I lay beside Ren long enough
Perhaps this will all pass like a bad dream

If you smile that sweetly to me
It won't stop the lies we've created around ourselves
The truth beyond my dreams is there for you and I to see
We're only hurting ourselves with this false happiness

I tell myself pretty lies
To sugar coat my pain
If I lay beside Ren long enough
Perhaps this will all pass like a bad dream

I can take care of you and the baby
The words repeat in my head over and over
Oh, I'm afraid of this nightmare you've created in me
My beautiful, illuminating Hachi

I tell myself pretty lies
To sugar coat my pain
If I lay beside Ren long enough
Perhaps this will all pass like a bad dream

Pretty lies